Eleven.

"Our generation has had no Great Depression, no Great War. Our war is spiritual. Our depression is our lives."

"If an individual is fat,
But wants to be thin,
It is not a genetic disease.
If someone is stupid
But wants to be smart,
It is not a genetic disease.
If a drunk is a drunk,
But doesn't want to be a drunk anymore,
It is not a genetic disease.
Addiction is a decision."
-James Frey

you were there when i needed love.
i never told you how much that meant.

Wanna be rebels who didn't have a clue
With our rock and roll t-shirts and our
Typically bad attitudes.  Had no excuses
For the things that we'd done,
We were brave, we were crazy,
We were mostly young.

let the things you love be your escape.
Do what you love & you will find
someone who loves the same things.
Don't look for love, beg for love or suffer for love.
Just love.
[<3]

Well, Ms.Hilton,
you must be worth a trillion bucks.
Get the feelin' that all you are
is an easy fuck.

Ten.

Sorry, I'm not dead. I've just been kinda depressed and didn't want to deal with anything. I wish I could tell you I'm better, but then I'd be lying. Sorry sweet 'ums. Here's an update for ya though<3

Get off your filthy knees
I taste his skin on your breath and lips
so I suggest that you stop breathing.

And at some point I'll call you and tell you I miss you
And you are the point of my days
And my face will get flushed and my throat will choke up
When you tell me that you feel the same

I just wish people would say what they feel.
who cares about fucking signals?
this isn't a four way crossing.

I'm going to spend my nights either sleepless, or dreaming of you.
who wants a life of lost adolescence,
filled with regretts and antidepressants?
I have said it before, and you know that I meant it.
you're all I ever want to know, and I'm not going to let that go.

close your eyes, you're beautiful when you're sleeping
tonight may all your dreams come true.
it's so nice to hold you while you're sleeping
when i'm sleeping next to you
and what we got is something special,
and what we are is a perfect match,
and three-thousand miles can never come between us
no matter what we do it's always you and me
and it's always me and you.

Cory: why didn't you call her?
Shawn: because i don't know what to say to her.
Cory: How about HELLO?
Shawn: but it would come out 'Hey, i want to have your babies.'
[Boy Meets World]

You said I always sang too loud to sing you a love song. Well, I save my soft voice for the things I really mean. You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind. Well, here it goes: I hate you for what you've done to me.

oh, him?
he just has the most adorable eyes
you could ever fall for
and the cutest smile
that will take your breath away
he has the ability
to make you laugh;
everytime he speaks
& when you look at him,
its hard to turn away.

fuck you for leading me on
fuck you for making me fall for you
fuck you for being perfect in my eyes
fuck you for knowing what to say, everytime.
fuck you for trying to spend time with me.
fuck you for making me want you
fuck you for letting me go,
when you knew I wanted to stay.

Do me a favor.
Watch what you say around me.
Maybe you're too blind to see it.
But I'm still in love with you.
But don't worry about me.
You should be worrying.
'Cause as far as I can see.
You're still a jerk.

She's banged up. Mentally and emotionally.
Literally and metaphorically. But every day
she walks outside with a smile on her face
because that's who she is.

he told me he loved me like fireworks
and that's the way I like it
so please, baby please
open your eyes catch my disease

your wrongs will not go away
hard times are coming.
you wanna feel this?
come a little closer, it's time you see these scars.

you want the back where blazing through
run for the hills, the south's gonna take you.
whore with halos wishing for wings.
your children yearning for their disease.
smoke lifting my mark on the street
hells coming, watch the followers meet

forgotten what happiness feels like,
I'm the hypocrite you wrote about.

you make me feel
like I belong under the sun
you never grow old
because you are forever young.

wait for me another year or two
I will graduate and marry you.
you roll the number and I buy the lumber
to build a house up on oregon hill.

don't forget about the blue skies,
sunrise, and all the space between.
it's amazing how a guy like you
could affect a girl like me.
with the pictures, memories,
and all the times we had
do you think that some things are better left unsaid?

Mirrors
they don’t talk
lucky for you
they don’t laugh either

I laugh cause its so funny
that I cant even see anyone when he's with me
[Taylot Swift]

And when I'm close to you all I want is to be closer.

Maybe my heart didn't really skip a beat, maybe the twinkle in my eye was the sun reflecting weird, and maybe that feeling in my stomach was just not having enough for breakfast, and maybe I just thought it was love.

And if I'm not what you want.
Then dont act like I am.

Once you realize that you don't matter to that one special someone.
You wonder if you matter to anyone

the more you get to know a person,
the more attractive they become to you.
because everything beautiful you see on
the inside of them, suddenly you're able
to see on the outside of them too.

most of all, I miss
the way you looked at me.

Let's be one of those cliche couples;
the ones who hold hands in line,
kiss each other in the hallway,
& make everyone insanely jealous.

&&I think I'd miss you even if we never met.
[The Wedding Date]

I want a guy who saves my texts
just to look at them when he misses me.

he asked me if i was alrite
and, shocked, i looked at him
after ignoring me all day
you ripped out my heart
threw it on the ground
and jumped on it several times
yeah im alright. Retard.

Only High School
Could change Daddy's Little Girl
Into Daddy's Little Skank.

i hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
i hate the way you drive my car.
i hate it when you state.
i hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
i hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
i hate the way you're always right;
i hate it when you lie.
i hate it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry.
i hate it when you're not around
and the fact that you didn't call.
but mostly, i hate the way i don't hate you,
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all

Nine.

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just tell me it's tearing you apart.
just tell me you can't sleep at night.

&& it's those days you wish you had a boyfriend, to
cuddle with. hold hands. kiss. tell him everything.
or, just by looking at him and knowing you mean the
world to him and he loves you with all his heart. it`s
those days you have to wish for a fantasy to become
reality. i just want to be loved by someone

Its like I'm drowning
and you're just describing the water.

Smile. Let everyone know that today you're alot stronger than you were yesterday.

You've had enough to drink tonight.
Lets raise our glass to all the lights.
They're hanging above undisturbed, I'm hanging on your every word.

I don't want to cram in sex or guns or car chases or characters learning profound life lessons or growing or coming to like each other or overcome obstacles to succeed in the end. The book isn't like that, and life isn't like that, it just isn't.

These pills aren't working anymore.
My guts are spilling out on the floor,
of a nightmare you wouldn’t believe,
of a nightmare you could not conceive of.

Seven.

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because you used to crawl in bed with me
in the morning before work
put your hands on myback
kiss the back of my neck.
[<3]

I had not a thought
Of parking lots
And me in the car
With the doors all locked
I'm staring ahead
Everyone's dead
I'm under the pain in between my ribs

if i dress up like a total slut, will you notice me ?
it sure worked for her.

If I was talking to you, and I
just blurted out "I love you,"
what would you do?

i'm beautiful right? i mean in everyone
elses eyes i am, but i'll never be
beautiful in his eyes. and that kills me

baby its cold outside
lets sit by the fire and sip
hot chocolate and be the
winter romance everyone
wants to be

I'll be your accident, if you'll
be my ambulence.
I'll be your one more time
if you'll be my once more chance

my head is resting on your chest
all i can hear is your heart beating
your eyes are shut & mine wont close
i cant sleep knowing id miss you

We got rockstars in the White House,
All our popstars look like porn.
All my heroes hit the highway,
They don't hang around here anymore.
You can tell me on my cellphone,
You can page me all night long.
But you won't catch this freebird,
I'll already be long gone.

on this coldest of january nights
we drive out past the runway
and watch the planes go flying by
the runway lights are the deepest blue
like the colors of your eyes
so close them tight
and kiss me one last time

Rock & roll & faded blue jeans.
Standing on the edge of everything. Seventeen only comes once y'know.

Seventeen without a purpose of direction.
We don't owe anyone a fucking explaination.

take me, take me back to your bed
i love you so much that it hurts my head
i don't mind you under my skin
i'll let the bad parts in,
the bad parts in.

Lovelove.

Six.

Sorry it's been so long guys. I've been busy.

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I bite my lip when you come around,
because blood in my mouth is
better than tears on the ground

its one of those crushes where
one glance means everything
and without that glance,
you crumble.

He goes out of his way to stare at you.
Trust me, I've watched him do it.

but you can't judge a book
by looking at it's cover.
you can't love someone
while messing with another.

I knew him well when he was seventeen.
Now he's a man and he'll be dead by Christmas.

You know you've hit rock bottom when you're mumbling the words to her favorite songs
'till the neighbors can hear your drunken slurs.
You know the end is creeping up when all that you can feel are the faint remnants of touching her,
and wishing they were real.